I need a fresh start. Or, technically, a start. I need to move and start life, start really living. I'm 26 years old and I've lived in the same house, and had one job, my entire life. A job which I never had an interest, or cared, in. I started out doing the family business for a summer job in high school, but since I didn't have enough ambition or courage to try something new, it's progressed to what I do full time. I've always disliked it, but it was expected of me, and now I dread each morning.
Is construction really that bad? No, and I know some have it far worse. I don't enjoy it, and I don't feel right.
I need a new job and community. Question is, how? I've been isolated for so long that I don't even know how to get what I want, and really what to want. That's another reason for my inhibition. I don't know if I'm great at anything commercial. Since I was a shy kid/teen, I didn't do any extracurricular or hobby activities. Well, there was Little League and a year of JV Football, but nothing will come of that. I found gaming early at a daycare, and it's been my pastime since. In my mind's eye, it seems like everyone's great at something productive, and it's always greatly depressed me that I don't yet know that about myself.
I also don't have any work experience outside of manual labor. Sure there's HS, and some college (which I mostly spent gaming; great idea), but how do I get a job when my only background is in something I want nothing to do with?
I can't tell if I'm rambling, so I'll try and be concise. What I ultimately want advice about is how to move forward. I really have no idea about the scope of what I'm asking.
Please, help me help myself.
P.S. Best day of the year: half a day under the oldest house in town, with a 20" crawlspace. Just changing some water lines, the usual.