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tboon wrote:

Wife and daughter are out of tiwn, I got lots if beer abd played TF2 and di s= all the stuff my wifw hatesa me to do. i ate almost alkk fo a largwe pissa ad drank 18 beers.Whne you arwe old and fat like ,me, doing this is a bad thing, but sometimes you have to say whatthe hell, right.?

#buttsd

You knwo the saddest thing? When you are ona good drink and run out of things to drink> That si sad as hell. i Mena forget iot si s 3 in the mroning and i am going to feel like sjit wjen i wak up, Hell i haben;t been up at 3 in a logn time, maybe sine one of th kids was sick when they wer young,

you work your ass off to make things good foe ypour familym and yopu kinf of loswe who you are. Agood drink hwlps remond you in a strang way, It helps you to keep ytopur identiy as a persom, not just some money producing all- cionsumin machine. i am a persom damit. i have hopes and fear s like evryine else. sometims i get tired o f trying to e strong for everone. sometimes I donm't knpw if i can b e strong enough, i am notn afraid of almots anythin g but i am afarid of that,

shalm baskur goodkers. i hope evertone can finf the strengfth to be whatevet they need o be,

Well, tboon is a happy drunk.

I'm calling it: Two day hangover.

It's hard to be strong for an entire nation.

Spoiler:

EU4 reference

Quintin_Stone wrote:

I drank too much last night.

My turn. And man... things tend to get weird when I do that.

Ugghhh.... I think I may still be hung over from Saturday.

I am waiting for tboon to say the same.

tboon wrote:

You knwo the saddest thing? When you are ona good drink and run out of things to drink> That si sad as hell. i Mena forget iot si s 3 in the mroning and i am going to feel like sjit wjen i wak up, Hell i haben;t been up at 3 in a logn time, maybe sine one of th kids was sick when they wer young,

you work your ass off to make things good foe ypour familym and yopu kinf of loswe who you are. Agood drink hwlps remond you in a strang way, It helps you to keep ytopur identiy as a persom, not just some money producing all- cionsumin machine. i am a persom damit. i have hopes and fear s like evryine else. sometims i get tired o f trying to e strong for everone. sometimes I donm't knpw if i can b e strong enough, i am notn afraid of almots anythin g but i am afarid of that,

shalm baskur goodkers. i hope evertone can finf the strengfth to be whatevet they need o be,

Pro tip: Do not watch Fight Club when you have these thoughts.

But I totally feel you, tboon. My dad went way too far into the "money machine" build and only slowly crawled his way out of that mode as I was in high school and beyond. I've made a lot of professional/career decisions based on not wanting to make that mistake.

Well, duck.

The happy hour tonight at work included Magners, Guinness cans, and Jameson's. So I've slammed back two Celtic Warriors before having to run and catch my train.

Since I've been training for a half-Maratho since the beginning of the year, I haven't been this ducking drunk. Such a god fan. Light weight now!

Why oh why did I have to be 2 minutes late to catch my train? If I had left earlier? If be sitting instead of having to lean on eveyyeiong and everyone to not dally down.

f*ck it. Not dicing typos. Slam am Baskur botches. I can't believe it's only 6pm.

Well, duck.

The happy hour tonight at work included Magners, Guinness cans, and Jameson's. So I've slammed back two Celtic Warriors before having to run and catch my train.

Since I've been training for a half-Maratho since the beginning of the year, I haven't been this ducking drunk. Such a god fan. Light weight now!

Why oh why did I have to be 2 minutes late to catch my train? If I had left earlier? If be sitting instead of having to lean on eveyyeiong and everyone to not dally down.

f*ck it. Not dicing typos. Slam am Baskur botches. I can't believe it's only 6pm.

IDVE BEER!

double post

What does IDVE stand for?
Independent distiller voted everyone.
I Got nothing

Its Definitely Very Eclectic

I'd've beer! = I would have beer!

Duh.

We are gaining more insight into, um, stuff, wondering what IDVE stands for than actually knowing what IDVE stands for. Or what I was actually trying to type. Actually.

God. Had the 2am one hour walk through the completely unlit except by a bit of moonlight to my parents' place. I'm visiting. The walk goes by foggy DayZ horrible zombie fields, then through dark areas with brush on either side and hearing animals running through them. I stayed fairly brave through it, but walking up the driveway, our neighbor's alpacas made noises at me that sounded like someone saying "Hey" softly, but still loud considering the time of day. It terrified me.

I had a great night though. Shots bought for me, hung out with good friends, oddly we ended up getting very personal about sex lives and just sex as a topic, who likes what, licking where, ball tickling, it was interesting and oddly personal for that group. We're good friends, but with rarely seeing each other, it seemed an out of the blue convo. However, I think those weid personal ones can be liberating. Man I must've had like two beers to predrink, then two beers at pub one, then a double whiskey at pub two, then I was bought three or four other shots and I'm a light wiait. I don't want to work tomorrow. I have to get up, do a ferry and buses, 3+ hours of transit to get home, shower. And head to wok. Dumb huh? So dumb. Its probably alright though, the work week will go quick and then enjoyment again. Okay I should go cause I need the sleep and its late.

Slalam baskrr. Shalom mask her. The tomb, pastor. Pasta, premavera.

Goodnight.

So I ha d to get bloodwork done because my liver enzymes were evidently super high, but after three weeks of eating better and exercising it was back to normal. Guess what that means? Booze! I got to drink BOOZE again! And its been long enough that I'm not used to it again, so I tasted more burning from whiskey than flavor. Sadness. However, Dewar's Highlander Honey is one o f the more curious of the honey whiskeys I've tried. Also, it has Highlander in the name.

I must confess, I am wary about posting here. I get the feeling I'm way too hopen about myself on the fourms, and it effects people's persecting ov me in a negative manner. So yeah I got posts on the front page, but instea d of people thinking "Ah, there's ccesarano, he's a good writer with things today!", it's moer "Oh look, there's a forumit e whtat ccasionally gets to write on the front page". Or maybe that's just my impression of myself. Oddly enough, I feel like my opinion would be more respected if I shut up more rather than interacted with folks more, even if interaction is a thing that I love.

Regardless of how I or others feel about myself, Wordsmythe and the Sheawns have been nothing but supportive of me, which is just amazing to me. It is a great encouragement, and I hope to work with Erik more in terms o f finding ways to make my desire of wiritng about games for a living a reality.

I felt like writing other things, as I am drunk and feel like this is amusing honesty time, but I can't really think of anything worthwhile. My sister had a wonderful white wedding (HAHAHAHAHA not really I now have a brother-in-law with dirt people afamily and my sister was dressed by her dirt people friend so in addition to being 8 months pregnant with her second out of wedlock kid she also had her f*cking tits hanging out f*ckING CLASSS LEMME TELL YA), my niece hung a bearded lizard on my belly without me realizing it, I realized f*cking lizards cgive me the heeby f*cking jeebies when they're not in cages (THEY LOOK LIKE FIUCKING DINOSUARS BUT TINY MAN THEY'LL EAT YO FACE), and I spoke politics and social philsophies and crap with my brother. All I have to say is people are depressin.g

Which reminds me, only thing I WILL say is for shame on you people for talking smack about other people on Twitter. How childish, back-stabby and adolescent o fyou. Grow the f*ck up and learn to accetp that everyone has different f*cking perspectives and if that you may be just as f*cking annoying to someone else.

Anyway, they say it's going to snow tomorrow. I hope no, tbut Ui hoep so as well. I mean, I want to get paid, but I also wouldn't mind staying home and working on the next RamblePak video. Because making them videos is so fun to do. I love video games. I love analyzing video games. I love how awesome game design can be.

I think I should sleep. Booze is getting to me.

Godiva white chocolate liquer is f*cking delicious.

hallo peoples. whoever invented the idea of a "nightcap" was a clever person. that is all. probably.
edit: the poison of choice is bulleit FYI.

Delerat - I think you were being hit on. Maybe.

McIrishJihad wrote:

Delerat - I think you were being hit on. Maybe.

By the alpaca?

I'm not-drunk but the other kind of state of mind. I don't know. I made some special butter and used it in my special brown things. It's weird. Never done anything like this before. It's mild and taking it's time.

Strangeblades wrote:

I'm not-drunk but the other kind of state of mind. I don't know. I made some special butter and used it in my special brown things. It's weird. Never done anything like this before. It's mild and taking it's time.

I'm hopeful, yet also very afraid.

I'm gonna keep this one short this time.

I f*cking love video games. I don't keven know how or why I love them so muhc. I grew up with them, and...it just happened. I dunno. They're f*cking amazing. It's like, take everything about software design and usability and combine it with writing, storytelling and film-making, plus a whole bunch of other interactive high octane awesome sh*t that pushes the limits of A.I. and other such things, and BAM! video games. The f*cking apex of civilization man.

I pray, f*cking PRAY, that writing about them can be my living. I spend so much of my own time to put videos together, to put a podcast together, to update my blog and to write stuff for GWJ itself, so much time, I just want to do this for a living.

If life is, in any small way, just a little bit fai, r, then man I will one day write about games. For a living I mean.

Until then, I do it for free. Why? Because games are f*cking gamazing, and so is their design.

So f*cking amazing.

Shalalm baskur gwjers.

I'm no longer as high in altitude as I once was.

Wake and bake!

I'm now down on the ground but still feeling good.

Strangeblades wrote:

I'm now down on the ground but still feeling good.

Strangeblades: The Mellow Fellow.

Initially I took too much so for two hours I was ... somewhere else? ... and this cat, as seen in my desktop image, was my spirit guide steering through the crazy times. I depended on this cat. It was weird.

IMAGE(http://i.imgur.com/qWqvslN.jpg)

There's no way you guys are getting this messed up on just alcohol...

I have drank myself to passing out several times and never lost sanity. It seems to never mess with my brain, just my motor functions.

I once dragged a friend twice my size out of the woods through mud in freezing cold temp while blindingly drunk. He passed out and he legs dragged on the ground while I carried him on my back. We had the same amount to drink, and while I didn't feel the pain from overexertion until the next morning, we both woke up on the floor of the house.

What were we doing a mile away in the woods? Better than drinking and just watching Tv. More fun to be blindingly drunk outside. Less worry about cookie tossing on the floor. But I really don't get how people do stupid stuff on alcohol... My memories and ability to think never leave me.